Better not start where I ended. Well would say with all kindness, determined am I, my ways and with my ideology. If I find it's wounded for the cause of some interferences which I hardly value, don't come and taint my ways for it would be bad start, a very bad start.

Better not start, where I ended

Sometimes-

We end, where we shouldn't.

Sometimes-

We start where we believed.

The start, could kick;

A rethought to the ends:

We made endless flaws-

To begin all way flawless.

But it isn't easy;

As you think.

For some may-

Make you 

Turn much 

Topsy turvy.

In a way, you couldn't-

Even help them out!

Even if you want to.

So it's a kind reminder;

Very kind reminder-

Better not start!

Where I ended;

And, if you plan out-

A start:

It may end, in an end-

You haven't experienced.

In this entire span- 

For, I badly curse 

When my time 

And energy 

I feel, is wasted 

On no worthless

Actions my way.

So you better lean back,

On to your armchair.

For, it would be a 

Hard nut, the hardest

If you think to relax back 

To a couch, and play foul games

The games I weren't able to tolerate

These years, though I did 

So better not start, 

Where I ended long back.

Better not-

For you would be losing 

The glories for ever-

The ones you gained;

Of all foul plays.

But this time, you are spared

And not anymore back.

So I let you live-

In hope I too am.

:Parvathy Ramachandran